Joy

May 21, 2009

Aaron Michael Choate

May 19th, 2009

10:17 pm

7.0 lbs 21 inches

I’m so sorry for the delay. I didn’t want to say anything until I could say exactly what I wanted to say, but I am having a pretty difficult recovery. My levels are really low and I’m on so many drugs I keep crashing and falling asleep every time I try to write or am not busy with baby.

So, words will have to wait.

Just know they are there.

And they are joyful.

More joy than I ever thought would be possible for me to feel again.

I love him so much.