Dear super fantastic bloggity people,
I wish I had adequate words for the thanks I feel at all the love that has been surrounding me.
I am ok. I didn’t mean to freak people out with that post nor leave up something so depressing for so long. I also didn’t (and still don’t) want to make a big deal about my absence (I so do not want to be THAT blogger, ok?) but people are genuinely worrying and I really don’t want that either, though I appreciate it deeply.
I am just having a very involved and stressful month. There are so many things that have hit in so many directions both big (like…really big) and small. I’ve been running around almost every day trying to put out some fire that has exploded. Myself, life and my friends and family need tending to and that needs to be the focus for a few weeks as much as I love this place of mine.
I wish I could do better for an explanation but 90% are things that cannot ever see the light of the internet. Not as much for my sake as for the good of everyone.
I will be ok, I just think that especially given the fact that the anniversary of Matthew’s death is not too far off, it is really better that I am just off the internet for a bit. I don’t want to subject you lovely people to the vast swinging thing that is my mood right now.
I miss you all dearly. Please don’t take my absence/silence/non-involvement in the wrong light. I’ll be back before the month is over. Promise.
However, I cannot promise that I won’t subject you to the three chapters of the romance novel I wrote at age 15 that unearthed this week when I do come back.
*This was supposed to be on the main page, not as a sideblog and I’ve been having difficulty getting it to let me switch it around. Sorry for the republished feeds! Also, I meant to turn the comments off for this post but forgot in the hubub of getting WordPress to cooperate. So, I’m going to go ahead and do that now and leave the three comments as are…thanks.