witchypoos last blog post..Rolling with the Rellies

Anyhow, just have to say that though I was a goody-goody on the surface (no parties ever, honor roll, newspaper, yearbook, student council, track & field) I slept with my h.s. boyfriend, and in a variety of wild places, and a least 10 others after that before getting married at age 27, and my regrets are not being brave enough to be a drama geek, or to get married young. Also, since the sex was classic people-pleasing, it left me sad much of the time and set up crappy expectations that still hack at my marriage of 8 years. So I feel with you the sense of dismay at how the pieces of life fit together. Sometimes it is just hard and some days “making lemonade” doesn’t make it better or more bearable. However, that said, I do hope an easier time comes for you, soon.